construction (cravings)

I am aware that I need (crave)
more structure
(self-imposed)

a schedule
walls around me
a budget
(no oppression)

I crave arms around me
that will hold
not hurt

I crave words in my ear
whispered
not yelled

The tension
that holds the world together
unraveled
too far the other way

unraveled to formlessness

I enjoy form
(the way we are here together)

I am formed
poured into this beauty
to this flesh and bone strength
to see
to feel
to hunger

Life is not only entropy
but also construction
also form and building
coalescing
creating
procreating
holding
(yes)