note to self
you have chosen to flirt with or get into relationships with friends or lovers who were restless, in transition or unavailable because you were
(now that you know this, you’ll make different choices. this is good. you’re doing great.)
you have chosen to flirt with or get into relationships with friends or lovers who were restless, in transition or unavailable because you were
(now that you know this, you’ll make different choices. this is good. you’re doing great.)
“Ultimately, if we want to live peaceful lives and create a peaceful world, we must start by building the foundation for that peace within ourselves. This process includes accepting and integrating the parts of ourselves that are capable of making war.” -Shakti Gawain from “The Path of Transformation” I am working through a lot of…
In today’s audio love note , I talk about learning how to find my worth as a womxn and caregiver despite the challenges and how I’m overcoming them.
I told him, “We create suffering when we compare what is to our vision of what else it could be.” I realized I needed to hear that myself. So grateful on this day for the reflective mirror of relationships and the journey of the Soul.
My heart seems to be cracking open wider and wider every day as I face my fear of being alone, my fear of abandonment and open to my deep yearning for belonging. Really allowing myself to feel loss rather than just replacing it with someone or something else has been an act of tremendous courage….
hiding a stuffed animal for your cat to find in the night to present the kill the next day melting into the soft sweetness of midnight phone calls and intimacy in separate beds naked boy running through morning stillness disturbed by the smell of flowers the itch the need to taste blood to destroy something…
rosemary for remembrance roots loose and untangled ready to be planted in fertile soil bringing forth what came before and creating something new